seriously,time really flies!
one moment i was 17 and the next moment im EIGHTEEN! .
i must admit im getting older.tsktsk

well my birthday was totally AWESOME!
being able to spent my birthday with all my beloved friends,im contented.


THANKS GUYS FOR MAKING MY 18TH BIRTHDAY  SUCH A MEMORABLE DAY!
<3
and 'thanks' for the water bomb thingy which makes me stinks like hell-.-
its filled with magarine,chicken oil,soya sauce and etc.
damn grossed can!
hahah and my mum just stand there and look!! -.-
walao!tsktsk.

hehe.i was drunk for two nights-.-
sorry for causing so much trouble!!!
hahaha! all i could rem was they were trying to carry me up the room but i didnt want it and keep on struggling
and they couldnt do anything.lol and also the dancing part! its wassss fun though i couldnt stand straight-.-

argh! im having hangover! .Headache and the feeling of wanting to vomit makes me feel soooo uncomfortable!!
i shall upload the picts some other days.kind of lazy to do it now.
((:

p.s thanks those who came for my chalet and thanks for the present too!
loves you guys!
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picts taken during my birthday
    

     

im having chalet from next tue t thurs,1-3April to celebrate my 18th birthday!(:
There will be a bbq on the first night,1April.
Those who are invited,be there around evening/night time.it will be good if you can stayed till 12am t cut cake.
Venue:East coast.


any queries pls contact myself or sihui!
see you guys there!
<3

yesterday was great!
played mahjong with jingsi,david,cornelius and edmud at my grand ma place.
we meet up at 330pm at vivo and the last to reach there will have to treat everyone ice-cream.
luckily im not late!hahaha
and thanks angeline for that ultra big scoope of ben and jerry ice-cream!<3

later on will be meeting my colleague at town(:
and might be playing basketball later on at night!
im going sun tanning wif ky,kelvin and one of their friend on sat
please dont rain!

pictures for the day!(:





angel!thanks for the super big scoop of ice-cream!<3

i duno y but i just got the urge to blog now.
i just wanna say im really sorry.
i didnt know this will happen and i'll always feel
so gulity whenever it happens.
im soo sorry!
i feel so bad and gulity.
i hate this feelings):
hais stop being so emotional!))):

and am i caring too much for other people's stuff?
but i just cant do nothing right?
we do so much and said so much to you
is because we doesnt want to lose you,understand?
my friend once said this to me and im saying it to you.
just hope everything's fine for you ok.
takecare girl.

and im sorry for everything.

Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)[?]

The Bottom Line

Your compassion is causing you to get upset over something that doesn't matter.

In Detail

Your compassionate nature has helped you create some very strong relationships. But your compassion can sometimes cause you to get upset about problems that are not yours to be upset about. Other peoples' problems are, by definition, theirs! And they need to solve them. You can't get so involved that you suffer sleepless nights! Try letting go: After all, they came to you for guidance and support, not a quick fix. Have faith that things will work out for them in the end. If you don't, you're underestimating the people you care about



gosh!
im seriously v v disappointed in you.
did you realised you have changed so much?
we are trying to help but it doesnt seems to help much.
ya,i realised something people do change.

please change back to the usual you.
seriously its not worth it okay.
its better to let go than to hold on.
and its not whether you can or not let go
but
its whether you want to or not.
hais!

i've held onto this feeling ever since
the days long gone by,inside the sepia-coloured photos

although i thought i've surely understood
i realised,for the first time,when i lost you
that i dont want to dream such sad dreams
the lonely night were so painful.

i want someone who would be there for me when i need
you to.
i want someone who would do anything just for me
i want someone to understand and love me.
would you be there?
):

anyw here are some overdue photos(:

my left arm have been trembling since ytd night and i've no idea
why.I slept at around 4 plus ytd,alot of things are running through my mind
and i just couldnt get rid of it.i feel like crying but there was no tears.
this feeling suxxxxxx)):


i knew it,my conclusion was right all along

i miss A.B.C. D

maybe..
let nature take its course(:

its better to let go than to hold on.

yesterday was AH QUAN'S BIRTHDAY!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

Work today was awesome.As in there isnt any much customer due to the rain.
Asyura,my colleague,we were gossiping non-stop and we talk everything and anything
under the cold weather.HAHA! some of the topic we chatted  was real hilarious and i just couldnt stop myself from laughing. 

After work betsy came over to my work place and meet me and
we headed off to plaza sing to get the stuff that she wanted.Unfortunately for
me,i couldnt find that shop that im looking for.So im gonna get it today during my
break.And we got ah quan a espirt top! But i guess the size was waaaaaay too big for him.hahaha!

This few days had been raining non-stop):

today is my off day for the week.
Didnt went out in the afternoon,had been a good girl
helped mummy to do household chores.She wasnt feeling
well this few days and had been going to see the doc for quite a few times alr.
Just hope that she will be fine!): sorry for always making you worry all the time.)):

Last few days was great.
Had been playing basketball continuously for days
haha!seriously its was fun playing with them.
Oh ytd went sentosa with kx and kelvin.
After that meet up with the guys to play basketball at heights.

I must admit,time flies.Im gonna work tml alr):
nvm! just three weeks.Must endure endure and endure 
im bored!can anyone cure my boredom?)):

my computer's down again!
and im using my brother's lappy to blog(:
great,im gonna start work like real soooon
which is like 4days away.I will be working at c k tangs again
for three weeks.Actually to be exact shld be one month but
i wanna rest for one week so ya decided to work for just three weeks.
hehe!lucky for me the working hour is still acceptable from 12pm-8pm
i can still go out after my work!hoohoohoo(((:

Last few days was great.On sunday,went jogging with
kaixiang and kelvin!

After that went to play basketball at purmei and guess who i
saw?i saw ex hendersonians basketballers!and kx went over to asked
them joined in the match to play againist those uncles.
i must admit those uncles were great.

Hehe.After that we played basketball till like 12plus and the sun makes us
so tired that we decided to swimming at safra!((((:
And we went ''dry swimming'' after that.hahahaha! v few people will know
what that means la eh.Only my close friends knows.Right guys?

Anyway that day was awesome!its was my sports day.haha!everything's great,
jogging,basketball and swimming, makes my whole body ache-.-

One last thing!im going prawning tommor with cousin and his friend!
soooo excited cos i've never prawn before!i will take as many picts as
possible!    
p.s i miss you.

im bored!
have been a good girl.Didnt went out today!(:
this few days have been thinking whether i shld
reappeal for the jae thingy and after serious
considersation,i have decided nt to appeal.
Whatever it is,i guess i just have to make the best
out of it((:

Meet up with my bestie today,peijie!hadnt seen her
for like so damn bloody long alr.She accompany me to
get my hair cut done,like finally.lol

Love is a legend, love is a story.
Love is a feeling, an experience, and a memory.
Its something I cant see,
Its something just for two.
Yet I feel so special,
When Im with you.
Through storm and fire,
I feel the strong desire.
Down cliffs and rivers,
So we can be together,
Up mountains and hills,
Just me and you forever.?